Guess who is good? Not me.


“Oh give thanks to the Lord; call upon His name; make known His deeds among the peoples!
Sing to Him; sing praises to Him; tell of all His wondrous works!
Glory in His holy name;
let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice!
Seek the Lord and His strength; 
Seek His presence continually!”
Worship the Lord in the splendor of holiness; tremble before Him, all the earth;
Yes, the world is established; it shall never be moved.
  Oh give thanks to the Lord, for He is good;
for His steadfast love endures forever! 

Then all the people said, “Amen!” and praised the Lord.
 1 Chronicles 16:8-11; 29-30; 34; 36

King David led a massive group of people in praise and worship of the Lord God. He was so impressed and in awe of His majesty, he gathered the priests to play harps and lyres, bang cymbals and blow trumpets to bring a glorious noise to God’s ears. When was the last time I did something like that? 

King David was always seeking God. He always wanted to please Him. He would do whatever He could to bring God joy. When was the last time I brought God joy? 

God is good. The Creator of Man is good. The Builder of the Universe is good. Someone good is in charge. I can trust someone good. I can hold onto the good that He is. I need to do more for Him.


Boring Bible Verses

Reading through the Bible can be a rough project to undertake. It doesn’t spout words of wisdom with every verse, some of them just list: On the fifth day Shelumiel the son of Zurishaddai, the chief of the people of Simeon: his offering was one silver plate whose weight was 130 shekels, one silver basin of 70 shekels, according to the shekel of the sanctuary , both of them full of fine flour mixed with oil for a grain offering… (Numbers 7:36-37) And so on and so on, until the lines start to blur and the confusion sets that makes one forget why this project even began. These verses and books are essential to the foundation of Christianity, but it is difficult when one is trying to live day to day.

Here’s a glimpse at further readings in the Bible, just so that the eye is kept on the prize, because a basic knowledge of what’s in the Bible helps with reference needs later on.

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed in us..

Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience…

Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what we pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words… We know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:18, 24, 28

Times can get bad. Times can get really bad. God says there will be a time and a place when ‘bad times’ no longer exist.

Hope is when things are bad. Hope is the light at the end of the dark tunnel. Hope is unseen water at the end of a dry road. You don’t have it now, but you will get to it with patience.

Likewise, when we are weak and all emotional energy is spent, the Holy Spirit (God) comes to give us strength. When words are not enough, the Holy Spirit speaks our language. Following, trusting and loving God is the best that we give to Him. Giving Him our best is what He asks of us. No matter our circumstance, when we trust and obey God, He will work out so that good still comes.

When you give God your best, He gives you His best.

There is always hope.

There is always hope.


Heart Lies

Celebrity crush
Makes knees quake.
We bat our eyes
While we tell our heart lies.

Girl next door
Wraps boy around finger.
We play our games
While forgetting who gave  us names.

Sacred heart
Tells its secrets to a wall.
We mean every kiss
While sincerity has temporary bliss.

Who’s to say we did it right?
We will know,
But not by tonight


The Magnificent Defeat

‘The love for equals is a human thing– of friend for friend, brother for brother. It is to love what is loving and lovely. The world smiles.

‘The love for the less fortunate is a beautiful thing– the love for those who suffer, for those who are poor, the sick, the failures, the unlovely. This is compassion, and it touches the heart of the world.

‘The love for the more fortunate is a rare thing– to love those who succeed where we fail, to rejoice without envy with those who rejoice, the love of the poor for the rich, of the black man for the white man. The world is always bewildered by its saints.

‘And then there is the love for the enemy– love for the one who does not love you but mocks, threatens, and inflicts pain. The tortured’s love for the torturer. This is God’s love. It conquers the world.’

Fredrick Buechner


What am I doing with my talents?

The Kingdom of Heaven will be like..

14 “…a man going on a journey, who called his servantsand entrusted to them his property. 15 To one he gave five talents, to another two, to another one, to each according to his ability. Then he went away. 16 He who had received the five talents went at once and traded with them, and he made five talents more. 17 So also he who had the two talents made two talents more.18 But he who had received the one talent went and dug in the ground and hid his master’s money.

19Now after a long time the master of those servants came and settled accounts with them. 20And he who had received the five talents came forward, bringing five talents more, saying, ‘Master, you delivered to me five talents; here I have made five talents more.’ 

21 His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant.  You have been faithful over a little; I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master.’ 

22 And he also who had the two talents came forward, saying, ‘Master, you delivered to me two talents; here I have made two talents more.’ 23 His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a little; I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master.’ 

24 He also who had received the one talent came forward, saying, ‘Master, I knew you to be a hard man, reapingwhere you did not sow, and gathering where you scattered no seed,25 so I was afraid, and I went and hid your talent in the ground. Here you have what is yours.’  

26 But his master answered him,‘You wicked and slothful servant! You knew that I reap where I have not sown and gather where I scattered no seed? 27 Then you ought to have invested my money with the bankers, and at my coming I should have received what was my own with interest. 28 So take the talent from him and give it to him who has the ten talents. 29 For to everyone who has will more be given, and he will have an abundance. But from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away.30 And cast the worthless servant into the outer darkness. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Matthew 25


My Urban Experience

A week ago today, I was taping cords to the floor of a Philadelphia Presbyterian church. A couple hours later, I was walking up to heavily worn winter coats, under darkly sooted faces. It was a good day.

It was Help-Portrait day.

Here’s a breakdown:

5AM- Wake up. Cold shower. Cold car.

6:15AM Loud music. Drive to Angelsea Urban‘s (photographer) house.

7AM Load vehicle full of toys, cameras and lighting boxes.

7:30AM Leave WaWa after some much needed coffee/tea fueling.

8:50AM Arrive at New Life Church on the busy Rooosevelt Blvd.

9AM-10AM Set up, chug more coffee, make small talk.

10:05AM First Help-Portrait captured.

10:45AM Second Help-Portrait captured

11:15AM Third..

11:45AM Fourth… This was slow moving.

It was supposed to be a busy day: filled with laughs, loves, hugs, and lots of patients for the amounts of people we were going to be photographing. Instead, we were running out of things to do! I was sitting, watching one team of photographers work. The only people coming in were from the church- we wanted to reach many more people than the few congregants - Something needed to change.

12PM Design a Help-Portrait sign with markers, poster board, and tape.

12:30PM Stand on the street and ask pedestrians if they wanted their pictures taken “for free by a professional photographer!? No strings attached!”

The first one to come in was a man who barely spoke any English. He was from Haiti. He came over “two hours? ..Years? Years” ago. He was so serious when he sat in front of the camera, but he was all smiles once he saw his pictures. We encouraged him to bring over any family he may have in the area.  His sister, niece and nephew were over in a matter of minutes for a first time family portrait.

1:30PM Still on the front steps of the church, trying to tell whoever walked, strolled, peddled by that they could get their faces captured beautifully for free! I lost track of how many said they needed to go to the barber first.

A young man with one glove, Schnyder, he told me his name was, was the most hesitant. He didn’t seem to believe me! I gave him the option of just checking it out. He didn’t have to do it, just to look around and see if what I was saying was true. Once he came in, I don’t think he left until we started packing up around 3:30PM.

2:30PM Harold. A tall, tall black man, without his front teeth, but a bike with tennis balls in the spokes. His eyes were piercing and deep-set into his all bone face. I couldn’t even understand his name when he told me- his missing teeth made him hard to understand. I saw him sitting across the street, ripping and wrapping a red t-shirt around his bike’s handle bars. Harmony, Angelsea’s seven-year-old daughter, was on the stoop with me, shouting at the cars driving by for “FREE PHOTOS! GET YOUR FREE PHOTOS!” The most of a response we got were honks, so I knew personal was the only way to go and the only person in my view was a lanky man sitting on a park bench.

I told Harmony to stay on the steps until I got back. Taking a deep breath, looked both ways, crossed two streets and still  stayed 50 feet from the slouching man to tell him he could get his photos taken at the church. Once he heard free and donuts, he dropped the red rags and mounted his bike to cross the street with me. Harmony’s face was silent as Harold approached, but she warmed up quick and started telling him about the donuts and coffee and pizza! Oh the pizza had just gotten there, so we were sure some was still left.

As I used my Mad Gab skills to get Harold’s name, I pointed out the snack table and brought him to Gary Cazillo, a photographer of likewise tall proportion. Gary had to get set, so Harold sat down. As Harmony pointed out, food was available so we brought him right to the kitchen. He washed up, downed a couple slices of pizza, cookies and hot chocolate, then was ready for the camera.

Angelsea Urban photographed Harold’s solemn face, as he didn’t want to show his toothless grin but he was smiling after they printed.

I don’t know what happened to Harold after that. He stayed and talked to a few of people at the church, helping them break down, but he slipped out before I had noticed he was leaving. He said he had some family in the area, but didn’t seem to want to share what Help-Portrait was offering when I invited them to join.

Help-Portrait was one day. Our location captured 68 smiling faces. Only 68 of 1.5 million in the city.

I’m already making plans for Help-Portait 2012.


A Little Help

whataclassreunion.

-”I used to purposefully hit the ball over the fence and go ‘A little help!’ Do you remember that?

-”Ah.. I think so.”

-”Yea, you never helped.”

And now she needs help but who’s there to help? She’s a single mom after her cheating husband has a heart attack in bed while she’s trying to bring back his loyalties to their bedroom. She’s always had things go her way. She’s never had to worry about much because much was taken care of by other people. Now the responsibility sits in her lap.

Isn’t there a phrase: “it takes a village to raise a child”? It seems there was a village trying to raise Jenna Fischer’s character, Laura, in A Little Help. Between her sister, her mother and every family acquaintance, they all have something to suggest for her lifestyle and parenting habits.

At her husband’s funeral, her mother, father and sister sit her down and just look.

“What’s going on? I feel like I’m in trouble or something.”

Which she was, but they would deny making her feel that way. Her mother literally sticks her finger in her face, saying “You listen to me, young lady, [Take note, this is a thirty-something-'young lady.'] without his father around, that boy is in trouble. Deep trouble. And he needs more help from a mother who is nothing more than a spoiled, self-indulgent teenager.”

Her sister implicitly says that all Laura’s problems are her own fault!

“You do this you know? You bring this on yourself.”

Her father just mutters, “Ok then.” and follows the posse out.

By the end, my heart was wrenched. My heart was wrenched and screwed and tightened just a little bit more and more by the end. Nothing happened like I wanted it. I did not laugh as much as I thought I would. I was bummed during the last scene. Not much was said, [after that guilt-tripping funeral scene] but so much was implied. The only love interest that I was routing for, parted ways with a hug and a ‘thank you.’ The father was still disappointing the family even after his death. The grandfather was supportive but still spineless. The only father that was good to his children was the one who craved his sister-in-law. Each contributed and made an imprint on Laura’s life.

In the last scene the grandfather says some not-so-inspiring words-of-wisdom:

-”Look at you. Such a beauty! Much prettier than your sister. Don’t tell her I said so… You were always my pride and joy. Such a free spirit. I don’t think your mom or Kath ever really appreciated that.”

-”But you did.”

-”Yea sure.”

-”Then why didn’t you stick up for me more?”

-”Hey look at this! That’s me and Tom Seaver… The point is sweetie I was there. I got my story. Front page… Honey, listen to me, nobody handed that to me. Cause when all is said and done, everybody has to make their own way through. I don’t know. That’s just the way it is.”

So basically Grandpa is saying it’s a dog-eat-dog world? Don’t look out for anyone but yourself. There is no rhythm or rhyme. I’ll never know why many things happen. Nothing is in my control except myself. That’s too frustrating. That’s too depressing.

Life is more like a puzzle that fits because God made it fit. He created it. He knows how it works. If you just trust Him with His plan, it will work out perfectly. It won’t be anything like you imagined, but in a world that you can’t control, don’t you want to trust that someone is in control?

we all need..


Count Your Beatitude Blessings.

On this day of giving thanks for our blessings, I came across the beatitudes in the gospel of Luke. They all start out “Blessed are the…” and isn’t today a day of counting your blessings? So let’s dig.

The Gospel of Luke is short and sweet and to the point. Same goes for the Beatitudes in Luke. The Gospel of Matthew also has the Beatitudes but with much more length and explanation.

Here’s a brief synopsis of the authors:

Matthew 

Luke

wrote for the Jews. wrote for the Gentiles.
was a tax collector (socially hated). was a doctor (respected).
shows Jesus fulfilling Old Testament prophecy. shows history, going all the way back to Adam- Jesus is the savior for all human kind.

I’m sticking with Luke today and using Matthew to help with the reasoning and explanation. That’s what you should be doing when reading and understanding the Bible. Get some context. Get some historical understanding. And cross-reference.

To give some context, in Luke Jesus had been confronted about the Sabbath and the legalisms of keeping it ‘holy’, but Jesus answered if your body needs food, feed it; if a hand needs healing, heal it. He said this to a smaller group, but he wanted to send the message wider. So that brings Him to the “mount” where He gave this sermon that many have heard rumors of before. He starts it out in Luke like this:

Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. (Lk 6:20) But why? How come they get the kingdom of God? Well, comparing it to Matthew:

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. (Mt.5:3) 

When you’re poor, you need something. It’s easier to realize what you need when you don’t have so much clutter blocking your view. The poor realize what they need easier than someone who has “everything they want.” When you’re hungry, your body desires what it needs, what is nutritious, what is only beneficial for you.

The next verse: Blessed are you who are hungry now, for you shall be satisfied. (Lk 6:21)

Matthew seems to fill in the blanks that Luke leaves:

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. (Mt. 5:6)

When you have a need, you seek to fill it and that’s where God will step in and satisfy.

But what about the next verse?

Blessed are you who weep now, for you shall laugh. (Lk. 6:21)

This sounds like crap, but hear it out: Knowing sadness now, makes us more grateful when the joy comes.

Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.

They have a need and it will be filled. If you don’t need anything, if you don’t need anyone, then you’ll never ask for help, you’ll never take help, because you don’t need it. Being without, makes us rely on Him.

It may seem messed up, but it makes sense. We don’t know what we need until we’re without.

Before moving out of my parents house, I could try to figure out what I need and how to live on my own. I could observe, take notes, but I wouldn’t fully know what I need until I experience life on my own. Does that make sense?

So blessed are those who do know what they need! Blessed are you for knowing that God will take care of you and won’t leave you hanging.

Give thanks everyday, not just today, for knowing that God is what you need, all you need, and who you need.


Impending DOOM!

So God keeps promising all this “good” and saying that He never changes, yet Israel is going through some really tough times. I mean, they are in war, people are dying- it’s not pretty. Why? Why does this keep happening?

They keep refusing to repent in Chapter 5. When you refuse to repent, admit your wrong and stop doing the wrong, then you can’t move on. So then they’re stuck.

Chapter 6 gets into their stickiness:

This is the city that must be punished; there is nothing but oppression within her. As a well keeps its water fresh, so she (Israel) keeps her evil; violence and destruction are heard within her, sickness and wounds are ever before me. 

Pretty intense. He wants them to turn from their screwy ways so that they can prosper. If they don’t truly repent, (remorse and regret), then they will never receive all the good that God has for them.

Be warned, O Jerusalem, lest I turn from you in disgust, lest I make you a desolation, an uninhabited land.

Keep in mind, Jeremiah is the one conveying these messages from God. He hears it, then speaks it to the people of Israel so that they know, God means business. Can you imagine what it would be like carrying messages like these to your family/country?

I am full of the wrath of the Lord; I am weary of holding it in.

That’s just a glimpse to remind us who God was using- a real human being. So back to God’s message, He keeps warning the people that He wants the best for them, He wants to help them, but not if they don’t help themselves by repenting and turning from these stupid ways.

Hear, O earth; behold, I am bring disaster upon this people, the fruit of their devices, because they have not paid attention to my words; and as for my law, they have rejected it.

Here’s a couple of cliches: They have made their bed, now they have to lie in it. No good deed goes unpunished, nor does a bad one. Everything happens for a reason.

What use to me is frankincense that comes from Sheba, or sweet cane from a distant land? Your burnt offerings are not acceptable, nor your sacrifices pleasing to me. 

God doesn’t want sacrifice- He wants obedience. There is nothing we can give or do to make up for how we can be stupid and wrong.

Chapter 7 just explains more how messed up the Israelites have gotten, but also how much God wants them to receive everything promised.

For if you truly amend your easy and your deeds, if you truly execute justice one with another, if you do not oppress the sojourner, the fatherless, or the widow, or shed innocent blood in this place, and if you do not go after other gods to your own harm, then I will let you dwell in this place, in the land that I gave of old to your fathers forever. 

The Israelites keep worshipping other gods, making God jealous. He is not willing to share His creation (us) with anyone else, but guess what? There is no one else! He is the only God, so why would we give our time to anyone other than Him?

More to come..


God wants good for us..

To recap:
Jeremiah was called at a young age to speak to the Israelite nation about staying faithful to God, but Israel rebelled and forsook the God who created them. God then shows them what happens when they don’t listen to their creator. He allows other nations to attack the Israelites.

Let’s pick up mid- Chapter 4:

In that day, declares the Lord, courage shall fail both king and officials. The priests shall be appalled and the prophets astounded. 

Even the wisest among them will not know what to do.

For my people are foolish; they know me not; they are stupid children; they have no understanding. They are ‘wise’– in doing evil! But how to do god they know not.

He told them how to live the best life that they could, and yet they think they know better than their Creator and go their own way. God does not utterly destroy them. He still gives them a chance to repent.

For thus says the Lord, “The whole land shall be a desolation; yet I will not make a full end. For this the earth shall mourn, and the heavens above be dark; for I have spoken; I have purposed; I have not relented, nor will I turn back.”

In Chapter 5:

Jerusalem (Israel headquarters) refuses to repent still!

You have struck them down, but they felt no anguish; you have consumed them, but they refused to take correction. They have made their faces harder than rock; they have refused to repent. 

Jeremiah relays the message to God and us readers so that we may know what happened in the past. Hopefully the history will remain in the past and will not be repeated.

Israel is a little spitfire and stubborn:

They have spoken falsely of the Lord and have said, ‘He will do nothing; no disaster will come upon us, nor shall we see sword or famine.’

God is a just god, whether you believe it or not.

Therefore thus says the Lord, the God of hosts: ‘Because you have spoken this word, behold , I am making my words in your mouth a fire, and this people wood, and the fire shall consume them.’

In other words, ‘you’ll eat your words.’ Oh He’ll make happen whatever He wants. But check this, even though these people whom God created, loved and guided have turned their backs on Him, He still loves them. He will not obliterate them.

But even in those days, declares the Lord, I will not make a full end of you. And when your people say, ‘Why has the Lord our God done all these things to us?’ you shall say to them, ‘As you have forsaken me and served foreign gods in your land, so you shall serve foreigners in a land that is not yours.’

God is a just god.

Do you not fear me? declares the Lord. Do you not tremble before me? I placed the sand as the boundary for the sea, a perpetual barrier that it cannot pass; thought he waves toss, they cannot prevail; though they roar, they cannot pass over it.
But this people has a stubborn and rebellious heart; they have turned aside and gone away.
They do not say in their hearts, ‘Let us fear the Lord our God, who gives the rain in its season, the autumn rain and the spring rain, and keeps for us the weeks appointed for the harvest.
Your iniquities have turned these away, and your sins have kept good from you.  

He wants good for us. He wants good for us. He wants good for us. How cool is that?

More to come..


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